Week 5

[Patricia]

Im pretty bummed that I lost an ally in the last eviction, but oh well, I had hardly talked to him since we made the origional agreement. I feel that there is a "Grace Period" that after you talk a certain amount of time, your an allinacne, but if you go so log without talking, its no longer a backstabbing if you vote them out. I would say that period is about 2 weeks long, so yeah, its okay that he is gone.

OHHH! And a game Tyler was hosting i was playing in, I got spyware from his site, so im kinda angry with him anyway (im on my Mom's computer right now)

This week, maybe i can finally win a HoH, that would be sweet, ill be here tonight (i think)

[Patricia]

AHHHH!

I cant believe that I actually won a HoH!

This is soooo cool, hopefully I can do good during this HoH, because I dont have any enemies, and the best way to make enemies is to be HoH

But hopefully I can pull this one off well, I think I can, seeing as how Im probably just going to nominated the less active people, and i guess Tyrie maybe? Nobody seems to like him. I just want to keep as popular as I can inside the house. Thats really the best course of action for me.

But ohhh myyyy gooodnessss! I WON HOH!!!!! I like, never win challenges, but i did. (Or may i say, i never win challenges that are truly individual. I often times win challneges where my success depends greatly on what others do. LIke this one, it was not all me, it was a majority challenge, and remember when you met me in survivortake2? I only won 1 immunity challenge that whole game, and it was a plate smash (that was before i became evil that game ))

[Patricia]

For my own reference, these are the people that I talk to on occation, or i have an allinace with, i will most likely NOT nominate any of these people.

Jessica
Hil
Josh
Jeremyy
Perry
Superstar

[Patricia]

I changed my mind about Hil, Jeremyy and Perry. I have heard that they have a huge allinace along with Beel and Gary, so im probably nominating at least 1, if not 2 of them. The only reason I dont want to nominate 2 of them is to keep myself safe in the next few weeks, especially next week when I cant be HoH. I dont want my time in the house to be cut short, especially pre jury.

Though an allinace of 5 at this point in the game scares the bejeezes out of me, I dont want that large a group either in the house, or coming after me. But if im not part of the group, they will be coming after me unless i do something to cramp their numbers,

You see, this is the problem with being HoH, you get saftey for 1 week, but after that, you have either gotten somebody out of the hosue that nobody cares about, and you go along your merry way havig not done anything. OR, you get a member of a strong allinace out, but you then have all of the people in the allinace left in the house out to get you, AND you cant be HoH (so unless youw in The PoV, youa re unsafe) the next week. Its really a raw deal

BUT I STILL LOVE BEING HOH

*****Note to the host, I love this game so much, but I had an Idea for any future BB games you may do. I think you should have a password protected board called the "HoH room" where the password changed everytime there is a new HoH. And that HoH can give out the password to only who (s)he wants to. And Idk what could be in there, just some neat things. It may or may not be a good idea, just a little idea i had in the middle of my confessional writing*****

Something else I noticed Peopel though Superstar was the challnege whore. Well, hes not, he only won the 1st HoH, since then, he hasnt won anyting. In fact, Jessica, Monty and I (since my HoH, win, so it didnt count during the HoH) have won all the challenges (2 each) And you would think any of us would have stuck out. I won PoV week 1, Monty won 2 PoV's and saved himself from nomination both times (if im not mistaken) and Jessica won HoH and PoV in the same week but whatever, if people want to think superstar is the biggest threat, so be it (I voted for him to keep the focus off of Jessica, shes my best bud in the house at this point )

[ThatLostGuy]

The password protected thing is an idea that I HAVE seen in other games. But passwords get sent around and everyone ends up spying on one another. It was all too much.

I know this due to the fact that I did some spying myself

[ThatLostGuy]

and in your Reply#2..... you wrote "Josh" but he was just evicted.....

[Patricia]

Lol, thanks host

[Patricia]

Just in case you forgot

I won HoH

[Patricia]

It really kinda sucks to have gotten so close in a challenge, and end up not winning. But DANG, i was so close I dont know if i would have used the Ball of fire this week, probably not, but in the next few weeks, if somebody won HoH that i dont know, if I ended up not nominated, I would have used it.

But im speculating about something that wont happen I did lose. But I fear that people will start looking at me as a threat now. I mean, ive won 2 competitions, and was tied for 2nd in another. But nows definantly not the time to try and throw them. I think that im emerging in other peoples minds as a strong player and a threat. This scares me, but i think I can handle it. I think *knock on wood* (i do that alot, dont i ) that i have a strong footing in this game to take me farther until i need to make more plans.

Ahh, im kinda doing this game trial and error though. This is only the 3rd BB game ive ever played. (the first, i was 3rd jury member, not bad for a first timer eh?, second time, i got a whopping 2 PLACE. I was the runner up (and I soooo deserved the win, 2 bitter jury members (there were secret partners in nthat game, and i figured them out, and turned on them, and thats what made them mad(as if i was going to the final 3 with them so i had no chance of final 2 : and the third one, is this ) I should win seing as how my stats are improving, Lol. *Knock on wood again*

I am getting a bit worried about Jessica though. She and I talk alot, but i mean, how do I know that she isnt in a final 2 with lots of people? EVERYBODY maybe? I mean, I havent told anybody about our deal, maybe nobody is telling anybody. Its a thought, but i doubt its true. Ill have to ask her carefully worded questions though, just to find out.

Ttyl

[Patricia]

I love how Jessica is winning everything. She is really doing a good job. And even better, shes a close ally of mine. With her winning everyting (and im not doing to badly myself) we can really do well in this game, even better.

hopefully she doesent use her new PoV, I really want either Hil or Gary evicted. If I had to choose, it would be Gary, simply because I had a good excuse to Hil, and I think ive kinda halfway patched it up. Maybe Then again, she has won a challenge and Gary hasnt (i dont thik)

[ThatLostGuy]

Gary was last weeks HOH...

Hil was our second HOH....

[Patricia]

Oh yeah, I forgot. Well, I still want Garry to go. I ahvent talked to him as much

Thaks for telling me though